Giving up is simply not an option

lately I have seen so many blogs and facebook pages for kids with cancer and it got me to thinking about things , i think back to when Skylo was going through his first round of chemo , so many people asked all of the time how he is doing and showing such caring and concern for our little sweetpea , I cant even describe how much it meant to myself and skylos mom and dad to know we were not the only ones out there pulling for him , it gave me personally so much comfort
things are different now , since we found out that his cancer is back nobody hardly ever even mentions him , let alone asks how he is doing ,sadly not even my own family does anymore ,  it makes me feel like everyone has given up on him , I know that this has been going on for over a year now , and there could potentially be many more to come , but please don't give up on my little man , maybe that's why there are so many pages for cancer kids , to keep people asking , I don't care if I have a million likes for skylo , or have not had a news story done for him or big glorious fundraisers ,the god that I feel in my heart does not give miracles and mercy for how popular the baby is , a handful of people that know him and our family that keeps prayers and positive thoughts going are worth so much more than a million people who have no idea who he is or what he has had to endure , I'm just a simple plain ole grandma who loves her grand babies and would do anything in this world to take pain away from any one of them ,it frustrates me to no end that I cant do more , i hardly ever get to see  Skylo since they live in murray now , when i went down there a few weeks ago he didn't even remember me , he sure knows my voice though because he hears me everyday,sometimes the what ifs keep me awake at night or make me wake up in a cold sweat , some days it is a real struggle for me not to break down in tears for everything , I don't mean to be such a cry baby , but I really cant help it , I want everyone to know that I do appreciate all of you , just please keep praying and thinking good thoughts for Skylo , he needs that to give his little body the strength to keep fighting his battle